I am surrounded by too much meaningless stuff.
I am going to do (another) suitcase rummage sale, but this time, be brutal and honestly remove the things that are no longer me.
Clothing should be an extension of yourself, and it is in past few months that I’ve begun to really understand the difference between when one wears clothes, and when clothes wear a person. Colours that might not pop on the shelf, are absorbed by your body as a dull blue-grey shirt ceases to be just that and becomes what makes your skin seem to glow and the colour of your eyes pop. Or the outline around your waist and hips.
I have a lot of clothes that belong to a person I used to be, or a person I’ll never be. And while I keep them, I am held back from settling into myself. I just can’t see the point in holding on to a lot of things anymore.
Also, I need cash before I leave it all behind for six weeks.



